It has become apparent to me that no matter what I choose to do now, I loose.
But I think less other people will loose if I move back down south. I have less attachments there... No friends remain in Hampshire... whereas I still have a couple here in Blackpool...and I threaten to ruin them the longer I stay here.
I really really hate being me.
So I'll leave for the sake of saving Chris from more heartbreak... well, I'll be saving him from the slower, more painful kind anyway.
God I feel so lonely.
Kay x
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